Engaged!!!

Last nite Shermen suggested we go for a walk on the property to watch the sunset. It was a beautiful Autumn nite....and a gorgeous sunset which I have attempted to memorize so I can paint it. Oranges and purples and fiery red. We saw a deer running across the field, and a cayote jumping thru the tall grass. Very cool. After the sun set, Sherm looked at me and asked, "Do you think you could watch this sun set with me for the rest of your life?" (I'm getting all teary eyed just writing this.) Of course I said yes, which he made me repeat a couple times, just to be sure, I guess. He then got up onto his knee, (we were sitting on a blanket) and took my hand and held the ring at the tip of my finger and asked if I would marry him....I cried and laughed and said yes yes yes. (he was a bit teary eyed also.) It was just the most beautiful moment. I couldnt stop crying cuz it was just everything I've ever wanted but didnt know it yet, so perfect, and I was just filled with this feeling of being so very blessed. It was a moment where everything just felt so perfectly right, as if everthing was exactly as it should be. As we walked back to the house we were just so taken with the beautiful scenery, and Shermen said, "Sweetie, we are going to grow old here together."

We had a lovely nite and a lovely meal at a very posh restaurant. This morning he woke me up by covering my face with kisses, and I just love the fact that I was smiling before I even opened my eyes. Today we bought a beautiful red tea rose to plant in honor of our engagement. Earlier this summer, Sherm bought me a flowering plum tree and a pin oak for himself, which he planted at the same time. I just feel so happy and content, there is nothing in this world I would rather do with the rest of my life than to spend it with him on that beautiful land, helping to make it even more lovely with each passing year.

Betrothed

September 28th 2007 Kaaren & Shermen officially engaged to be married!

Bulbs Eaten

Fall 2007 All the bulbs I did such a good job of digging up are gone because Daisy ate them. Find a better storage place. We have the lovely cellar...duh use it.

Sunflower Bummer

August 2007 All the lovely lovely sunflowers were ready to shine...then the rains came and wiped them all out. Plant away from direct water flow from eaves, and provide support.

aug 8

major sadness here on the farm....our sweet dog louis either ran away or was stolen, we arent sure. he's been missing since last tuesday, july 30th. we made up lost dog posters and knocked on doors etc., but no louis. we'd finally kind of accepted that he's gone when yesterday we got a call saying they saw him, right at the end of our (very long) driveway! looking very lost and sad. but hours of searching and calling have so far yielded nothing. we'll keep trying though.

another chicken, the big rooster, 'broke' the other day, and sherm processed him all by himself. pretty impressive! i notice another is down but dont think i'll be taking it upon myself to take care of it. i did clean out the 'coop' all by myself the other day. felt like quite the authentic farm woman out there in my wellies and overalls, shovelling shit in the 90 degree heat. i do my part.

our new floors are gorgeous, and the new 'temporary' walls look great too. as sherm says, no fabulous or anything, just normal. like normal people live here.

its aug 8th and i am putting in the seeds for our autumn crop today. chinese cabbage, radishes, beets and cucumbers. our current crop of cukes are lousy. if they arent bitter, they are bizarrely large or misshapen.

Babies

Little Lena had 3 kittens Sunday, July 25th. The day before we found a nest of baby bunnies in the middle of our snap pea bed.

"Off With Her Head!" - Processing Chickens is Totally Gross

Yesterday sherm and i "processed" our first chicken. apparently the variety that we have, the cornish cross, is simply bred to be very fast meat producers so you dont have to keep/feed them for more that about 8-10 weeks. sometimes, for whatever reason, they "break" which i guess means they lose the ability to stand. we know this because about a week ago we pointed out this chicken that suddenly would not stand/walk to his step-father, who said, "oh yeah, it broke." and said we needed to process it asap because it wouldnt get better. we were not able to bring ourselves to do this until last nite, so we went about a week having to move the bird by hand so it had access to water and food.

i researched processing techniques on the net, and we had lots of advice from family, so we had a pretty decent idea of what we were up to. however, as neither of us had actually killed anything (on purpose) before, we were both pretty nervous about the whole thing. the poor bird was pretty complacent. she just sat there next to the cutting block, unable to walk, while i shoo-ed away our 3 layer hens because i didnt want them to see us kill a chicken. we had a kettle of boiling water on hand for dunking to open the pores and release the feathers. i held the body and looked away while sherm stretched the neck over the block and whopped off the head with one chop. then i had to hold the body neck down to let it bleed out. letting the body run about without a head is apparently not the right way to do it, from what i read online. this part was pretty horrible. soon as he chopped i looked over at sherm and saw him staring at the head on the ground with a weird look on his face. then i felt the body start to quiver and the legs were kicking pretty hard. i continued looking away and gagged pretty good a few times, but did not throw up. then i kind of started to cry but pulled it together because, as sherm said, this whole thing was my idea in the first place. i couldnt bring myself to look at it to see if it was done bleeding, so sherm let me know when it stopped. then we dunked it in the hot water for about 30 seconds or so, and started pulling off the feathers. they came off really easy, we were both surprised about that. then i used a set of kitchen scissors to cut open the body for the 'evisceration' process. that was gross. i did not set aside to later put into a baggie and freeze inside the body the liver, neck and gizzard as suggested in one of my research articles. the bird is pretty scrawny, but i think thats cuz it was not 'well' there at the end. sherm is supposed to grill it later tonite.

our cucumber crop sucks, the ones we picked so far have been so bitter they are inedible. i used organic seeds this year, as opposed to buying seedlings at menards last year. these are not the 'bush' variety either, and their shape is also very disappointing. large and not uniform. i thought maybe the bitterness was also a result of the organic seeds, but i guess it's some kind of chemical found naturally in the plants and effected by moisture and temperature. this is a drag because i opened a jar of last year's pickles the other day and they are really really good. i think i will go ahead a try to make a batch or two of pickles anyways.

we have about a gazillion sunflowers, planted from seeds from last years flowers. we are so happy that they actually grew! this year we are going to collect seeds from everything to grow next year. we even have some tomato plants this year that just came up i guess from fruit left on the ground at the end of last season.

we bought a big chest freezer and hope to be eating our chickens and frozen garden veg all winter. i'm planning to go with freezing and drying over canning for most of our storage this year.